Ben R. Paden, a person who ignored a 911 call from a person with neuro paralysis

This is me, Nika, before i got NEURO PARALYSIS.  that's something very rare, happens because of stress and then you are paralysed. you can hit something with your hand but you cant type on the phone. i was on the floor for 3 days trying to hit call button on facebook but everyone thought i'm drunk. 911 in my country fucked me off. after 3 days and nights of pissing on myself i managed to hit BEN on my phone, and write HELP CALL NOW or something, i recorded a voice msg to him. HE IGNORED. Ben Robert Paden and i were closest friends for months. ''i got your back'' we always said to eachother. then we had some stupid fight and said bad things - people when angry say bad things. it was a month ago. and when i managed to reach him it took me like an hour to type messages because hands dont work. he ignored. what is that, a sociopath? when i got a bit better, i yelled at him on youtube. THAN I APOLOGISED WITH MY LAST STRENGHT. long story short, he's a monster, not a human. I made a youtube channel about it.4 videos, here you go.
i will not dox him, i'm not that bad.